look out for that walking stick

the stickman

1 of e characters for my greeting cards!

REAL change

ill be viewing an apartment this sunday!
far off from that dreamhouse on the coast of cos.
This one's located at grange rd
who knows how many cars will be passing
or maybe none even at a single stroke.
it better be a spacious kitchen and hall
and a clean and neat bedroom.
This will be only the 1st i'll b deciding from
with my scintillating cousin. . .

oooooh my chattering mind
nervous
excited
anxious
excited

They say attachment IS escape.

April's gonna be loads of changes for me!
big big jumpstart
moving and adjusting
to suffice my needs
no more comfort zone
no more predictables

im SO damn looking forward to the imponderables.

a timeless state

if you look outside on the sea
everything is wonderful
a part of me will like to adrift
into the wilderness
in a fresh mind
get carried away
amidst the scent of the sea waters and sand
and the sounds of the crashing waves.

i dream of the house on the coast
the white grand piano by the shore
and the lush lavender field.


Like that dream house
its up on the hill
in the woods facing the sea
an undisturbed paradize in california
called GUALALA.
I stayed in an uncle's house
he watched me grow up
and is part of my fondest memories

They named the house WOODSEA
and welcomed me with a hot bubblebath
surrounded with candles
champagne and strawberries with brown sugar.
MMmmm.
With the sounds of running warm water
birds and leaves brushing against the window
I was living like an aristocrat
who seeks comfort in her hideaway every weekend!

There were deers passing by
as we walked down on that star struck night
with e 2 dogs hanks and dextor
to that cozy corner where we got that pepperoni pizza.
I prepared mixed veges, chinese style.
we dined at the balcony admist the stars.
Me also got to know more about the astronomy of the stars
truly, most definately, indeed a timeless state.

SO we snuggled back to e sofa watching movies -think it was duplex and dummy
with ice cream on top of the best apple crumble pie
& wine but of cos.
i fell asleep by the sofa
its a long journey to WOODSEA after all.

As we travelled back on road
i witnessed thousands of seals migrating
on the cliff of GUALALA.
it's e most sensational view and libarating feeling!
everything seemed surreal.
We brought hanks and dextor to e shore
picked sticks, played fetch.
THere 's something about e dogs in california, they're such perfect companions.

ALAS,
They brought me back to the other house i stayed
with the most wonderful and fun couple i know,
2 huge majestic dogs JD and ISAQUAH
I'll talk about them e next time.

let a thought flower!!!

tall order

i m so in love with pitted olives...

WHAT GALS' GD FOR.

guerrrilla: eh! guess who i met just now?

deluxm: who who

guerrrilla: waaaaaaaaaaah! so crude!!

deluxm: guess who i met too..

deluxm: syed???

guerrrilla: uuhh hint: eh sista......

guerrrilla: lasall

guerrrilla: irritant

guerrrilla: okay enuff clues

deluxm: sista

deluxm: jacklyn

deluxm: izzzit!!!

guerrrilla: no lah.....faggot

deluxm: adi

deluxm: razif

guerrrilla: no lah! too macho.......this dude do jewellery

deluxm: black guy

guerrrilla: chinese

guerrrilla: okayokayokay

deluxm: lemme think his name

guerrrilla: i say

deluxm: meng

guerrrilla: jimmy lah!!

deluxm: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

deluxm: yuz

guerrrilla: yah!!

deluxm: really!

deluxm: !!!!!!!

guerrrilla: yup!

deluxm: did he say hi

deluxm: he muz b still wearing shorts

guerrrilla: yaaaah! omigawd omigawd did he ever say hi!

guerrrilla: yah! no tee shirt sumore

deluxm: soo utterly embarassing

guerrrilla: just jacket over

guerrrilla: i noe

deluxm: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

guerrrilla: kan see his nipples

deluxm: wats that!!!!

guerrrilla: eeeewww

deluxm: yux