(let your mind rule you)

STARTING TODAY. MY big big resolution.

THE DAY I NOT TOUCH THAT AWFUL CIGGY.

ILL STOP DREAMING.

AND

START TALKING LESS.

How difficult can this be?

on sale

i almost bought this gramaphone the other day. no one thinks i should.

but i still want to!

bitter chase

bitter chase


its moving and prancing and rushing and organizing
hard to imagine how much u hve done for nothing to achieve

whats worse is to face ur bed with no one beside
u realize u have neglected ur life for the best things for the others

something i can do for tomorrow..

to fall in love with someone close
to find love in someones eyes
to share darkness and secrets
to dream of the same hope
and comfort ur frustrations
that one love that gets u so high
to fall so completely
to feel the sweet embrace
to lose myself completely.

im anticipating for this to happen
and everytime i use lust to rehearse and spoil this bitter chase.
there are times i cant decide to pick someone up, brush him, or drop him.

keep it all together.
thru all other things i desire.

i wish it happened,
even when i had to push,
just to see how far it will go.

it never did turn warm.

its the one true thing i cant believe in.

before the sky is falling on me
its more than i can handle
try to bring more than i can have.

vision crushed
its closing in.
night lift up the shades
im weak and hungry from mercy
carrying the weight on my shoulders

words on fire
feelings in vain .

i will be the answer at the end of the lie.

this perfect girl

this perfect girl

gives herself time to forgo all her insecurities
tries to plan her destiny
analyses her enemies
she cant compete
she cant deny

takes every step each time
watches any falling obstacle
just so she doesnt miss a step

soon she finds herself drifting.

her world is on fire
she has fallen from the lowest
shes not even been to the top.

she sees this coming.
this dirty little secret
shes embarrassed to see the truth.

shes tired
wants to give up this fight.
she s too drunk to believe

u will find the ans if u let it go
he says

face urself.

brow and the slit eye

german sherpard

Are you there?

This site is almost non- active.

TRUTH:
ive prob too much happenings to write about and not know how to start!

FALSE:
same as above.

okok. i ve got a huge list of events ive gotta talk abt. this is definitely the ultimate chapter of my life cos so much has changed during this short period.


- my new living concept and mates
- what ever happened to my temper
- i miss larry melissa cole jd and isaqua
- keeping in touch seems hard with the time i have left for meself
- irene's place and finally getting there
- nadia arrival and staying over
- sentimental birthdays: im loved and getting older damnit
- my new chopard
- loving daddy and mummy more on daddy bday
- jean's new love adventure
- house parties
- my hammy passed away (sob) SOB AHHHiii.
- feeling like 18 again
- candid pple of 4 years of age
- chased by a dog and i almost drowned. i survived. my hp didnt.
- decision making gets bored and crampy. i want some directions!
- meeting hilarious personalities
- the reality of deadlines. come on man.
- binjai park
- spending time with my silly boy
- i miss travelling
- this world is made of depressing sensitive pple - negativity is brought upon oneself . hello there? dont get me involved
- cooking and cleaning at home ( a centipede made its home to one of our shoes and later in my bathtub while im at bath! )
- hunting and meeting new potential tenant (luff!)
- fooling around with pammy and jean
- the maldives trip fully sponsered!

AMUSE YOURSELVES

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